some thoughts.

well, it's 630am in the morning now :/ thinking thinking ..

my party's in 3 days time, kinda excited for it, but on the other hand, i wonder what may happen on that night.

somehow i feel like i'm friend-less lor.

i could easily invite like over 100 people which i think that were close/'close' to me.

but now it seems like, i'm really starting to wonder whose real & whose fake in this ship.

honestly i can really swear for this, that i treat all my friends, which i thought they were, genuinely. like, i really treasure each & every individual.

one thing about me is that, i'm categorized as a "boyfriend-world" kind of person. its not like i need to see him everyday, 24/7 that kind of thing, but i'm just dependent. & i do go out with my friends time to time, but most of the time i'm just bumming around at home.

& that's prolly why, well that's what i've guessed so, that i've lost friends along the way. not exactly the right word to use 'lost', but we may tend to be not as closed as we used to.

& lastly, i don't know whyyyyy, this friend of mine, we seemed to have drifted. i really do hope that you understand the situation that i'm in. i really do miss you, the times we just, h a n g o u t.

fwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. i'm getting so emotional now.

well, i don't even know who read my blog anyway, so ya.

still, i'm glad that there are people which i do know, that never left.

i could name all, but i rather keep it to myself, you know who you are (:

kaba.

( i know this is lame, but drop me a text if you know that i'm refering to you.)